Hello!
Right, please forgive me if you came here in search of a confession post.
You can close the windows now if you did.
Right Red [X] on all versions of Windows with no extra customization to the shell
Left Red Circle on the Mac
Left [X] on regular Linux Distros (Ubuntu, Macbuntu)
Because somethings are not meant to be exposed online just like that. That much I know.
Yeah, haha, right. This shall serve as a post for those in search of understanding.
Or seriously bored and want to understand my mindspace.
Besides, I have that urge again, so its best I get it out before it consumes me.
Hahaha. As much as I may loathe the sleepless nights, unsound thought box...I love thinking.
Really I do, It seems to be a past time.
That aside. Back to the title.
Those 3 words.
Simple meaning. Hard to say.
Yeah right.
Something you mean shouldn't be hard to say now is it.
Come to think of it, when's the last time you said that to Mom or Dad?
But pushing those love aside, I'm sure we're all paying attention to that thing that doesn't need our attention at this time.
Romantic Love.
As in the one that exists between boy and girl.
Screw romance, but I'm refering to well. Like Like?
Hahahaha.
I'm pretty sure you'll remember the person you first said those words to, and mean it.
I'm not talking about the kindergarten happy-girl-so-i-like or the confused times when you say it because of influences from the movie scene.
"Owh, this is the moment I should say it, say la, or else the other party will cry."
No, the moment where you are sure you mean it. The part where you are not pressured to say it. The part you do it, because you want to.
Look, if you're going to start thinking that things will change and that we don't know what love means now at this age.
Hell, I agree with you.
Things will change. What do you expect. This ain't no fairytale.
I guess it's good enough for me now that I understand what I feel, how I feel.
If you are going to argue about what happened in the past. Deeply buried in this blog, well, I learn. What's love, what's infatuation.
Maybe I'll learn something else next time from all this.
Say it because it feels right.
I'm not going to speak for the other guys/girls, some of them just say it with a motive.
But for me, I mean it if I say it.
If I say to a girl that she looks nice in that dress. I mean it. I don't say it for the fun of it.
(this applies to real friend-to-friend, no pressure, and no motive, sucking up for something.)
As pirated as my software on my computer here is, I'm genuine when I use those words. All three of them.
Due to the meaning it contains, if you say it with that meaning, for real. I'm sure you'll remember who that person was. Even when you get married.
I quote from a movie, as fun as sex is, it's even better when there is meaning to it,when there love.
APply that here. Works too. Its all about meaning. and, some other things.
Bottom point is, you'll remember that one you used those words on, and you mean it.
OKay, now for the solution to another issue!
All you people out there that's brokenhearted due to some reason..
for the record, a heart can't be broken, its all muscle, heartachce,pain,bleed all works, not braking. -Adapted from V =)
This crazy little thing called love (still refering to the boy-girl, "romantic", selfish kinda love).
I'm pretty sure some of you/ or even all, have felt that stupid feeling of jealousy.
Suspicion.
"What's she doing now."
"Owh, here he comes, now what"
"What could have happened in there?"
Whether you're a guy or gal, I'm sure this sort of thing has happened.
Some of us aren't even in a relationship with that person.
How?
Well, it's all about trust.
and some other things.
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So, how to you eliminate the green eyed monster within you?
Well, you have to learn.
You must trust that person right?
So trust them.
There's no need to be suspicious, overreacting.
Not married also.
Once you learn to trust, and that it may just be all in your head, it gets easier.
Not saying they go away completely, it takes more patience to do that.
But yeah. Trust them.
What if they cheat on you? Or end up falling for the other one?
Well, if you tried, let them now, do what's right to you, understand, yada yada, and still didn't turn out to be they way it should be, so be it.
It just isn't meant to be.
"If you love someone, set them free, if they come back to you, it was meant to be."
Whee. (lol that rhymes!)
If they CHEAT, as in when in a relationship, married, commitments, then well, shows how much they do not deserve you, and that well, it couldn't be.
If they do betray, well, sucks to be you. Nothing much you can do. But learn from mistake, and be more careful next time.
There will always be a next time, in some other form perhaps.
-Reminder: however, if you see you girlfriend's friend who's a guy that's close come slapping her backside or something more. You'd best check.
Nothing wrong with asking. crystal clear, removes all crappy stuff like suspicion or mindless thinking.
Well, do thats it.
You'll remember your first that you meant. (if you're a sentimental kind)
and so long as you learn to trust, and not suspect too much, the world will be a much happier place.
I hope I don't go against my mindset now by next year.
Somethings it's easy to feel one thing now, different thing much later.
Ah well, can't help that.
Good luck with staying happy/emotionally stable.
Toodle do.
=)
