Once again it's almost a month since my last post. This unhealthy trend seems to have become my habit of posting. And its once again you hear me say I'm sorry for not posting.
By the way, this is my 88th post! Woohoo! As most might know, my posts are usually lengthy and of quality (without the pictures), usually full of text. Haha, so yay. Go, blog!
Alot has happened (duh, its almost a full month already) and even though I planned to update this dying blog of mine since Monday, which according to the plan by the end of the holiday I would have at least 3 new posts, failed, as you can see, because I have been enjoying the one week of holidays and seen it as an opportunity to slowdown and take a breath, ever since I started f4.
So many things happened, I really want to tell and archive them for the future, (by posting, my thoughts are automatically frozen with the Internet Time Machine, I'm just messing with you, I mean it will automatically be filed for me to go back easily next time), I really wished I had the time and even though sometimes I DID have the time, I wished I lived up to my blogging responsibilities.
Since I feel like ranting now, here's a little something on what happened during the First Term ICT exam. I haveta b!tch about a teacher (definitely not my teacher) who was an invigilator during the ICT exam.. FLAME ON! (like in Fantastic 4, cool to say here but it only means that I'm gonna be angry at someone something or some-system whatever sorta stuff..)
We all (as in my friends and I) lined up outside the hall for our first ICT exam of Form 4. The teachers/invigilators were on time, but the Chinese exam participants of the other Forms were slightly late, making the whole exam late. Quite a few teachers (bear in mind, female teachers) were rushing us, and Mdm S [I am not individually Pinpointing anyone, you all know yourselves who it is XD] who was to clash with my ego on that day, particularly because hers is Oversized, and it needed much inflation. HURRY UP! So as students, we did, to start the exam on time and also to save our asses from being screwed. So the first row in the hall was taken up. So I (yes, me) sat on the second row which also had the ICT paper. Upon seating down, I wrote my NAME on that EXAM PAPER. Then this mind-screwed up teacher who apparently doesn't seem to be married and is approaching menopause started walking over and wanted us (as in me and my friends sitting in the second row, to fill up the last 3 spaces at the back of the hall. So I told the invigilator (just a teacher) that I wrote MY NAME on the exam paper already. Because of that, she SCOLDS me and asks me WHY I AM DOING SUCH THINGS TO THEM WHEN THEY ARE RUSHING?
Like wtf? It was such a rhetorical question! I WROTE MY NAME (READ:NAME) on that PIECE OF PAPER because I WANTED TO SAVE TIME AND GET ON WITH MY LIFE! I don't see whats wrong with writing my name on MY SOON TO BE PIECE OF EXAM PAPER!! Really I don't see the sense. In a bid to start the goddamn paper safely, I succumbed to what the old bat had said. So I moved all the way to the back WITH my criminal paper where I wrote my name on it and sat there. She followed. Then I reached the back and handed the other empty paper to her. She apparently wanted me to go put it back there myself! Even though she was walking there already! I bet it is such snobbishness that you're still single (and maybe a virgin) after all these years! This isn't strict, this is just mind-f*ckingly outrageous and to me its goddamn rude! Get a life! Leave the students-who-prepare-by-writing-names-on-exam-papers-before-starting alone! So i had to sprint back to the front of the hall to place the clean piece of paper down, which in the end, no one used. Before starting my paper for real.
I'd like to see you pick up after me next time, especially when you may be sitting for an exam to be able to continue with your job! But hey, at your age there don't seem to be many wriiten exams anymore eh? Screw you and the fact that you take your anger out on someone who is only trying to prepare ahead before the exam starts by writing their NAMES and then torture them by asking them to go to and fro like special delivery for the papers. You as an INVIGILATOR should be fulfilling your DUTY AS ONE. Why, you were having a BF that day that you had to take it out on me and other students? Or you don't get paid enough?
It's hypocrisy if you at one side start talking about the need to be good, polite, humble, and on the other commit such atrocious "sins" or acts of "cowardice" since you in particular love the use of the quotes from a certain book and also lecturing people of your Religion.
So piss off woman! You may remember the incident or forget it. But if you do stumble across this, or any one of you for that matter of a fact, whether you plan on becoming a lecturer or teacher in life next time or you already are, here's a idiot-proff, iron clad tip : HELP THOSE TAKING EXAMS DO SMALL THINGS SUCH AS THESE, it wouldn't make students hate you or b!tch about you, heck it just might make you H-A-P-P-Y yourselF! (this must be a new word for that someone, HAPPY, its kinda rare, but it still can be found, look at wikipedia or a dictionary to learn more).
Its things like these that can screw up your exam mood or your mind for exams. (A student, can be anyone, made this gesture behind her back, and I hafta admit, I don't blame the student :)] We all hafta be rid of these mind-f*cking (haha, I got this from Stephen King books, which I'm reading and its really different) things and PEOPLE.
*I am merely expressing my thoughts and anger in the form of text online as a journal where people read if they want to, and I am not forcing them to read. As of such, if you wanna come hunt for this, let it be in mind that its you who wanted to know more. As a right to exercising my free will of speech and not crossing the forbidden lines like lying and tricking together with racial or political limits, if you the reader or the PERSON involved can't accept what is written, well thats too bad! Tough Love. leave a comment on the Cbox and click on the red button on the top right corner (or top left for a MAC), you'll find out that things are much better for you after doing so.
By the way, my holiday was kinda NICELY spent, though not well spent. I finish catching up with Glee, got to experiment and speed up my antique desktop (Pentium 4, 2.8 GHz Socket 478, in case you didn't know and wanted to know, oh and 1.5 Gigs of RAM and ample HDD space, totaling to 320 GB across 2 drives with a PATA and SATA drive, haha) and also I changed antivirus (from free to paid, but not paid by me, instead hacked through the kindness of many others), haha, well I'm doing this at odd times of the night (its 3.55 now, started at 3), its good to get that issue of my mind. Thanks for reading and I hope I can blog the other things if needed. Look, I dunwanna get in deepsh!t for this post, I just wanted to express myself and my feelings. I'm fine now thank you (perasaan-nya!)
That's Life, eh? Cya!
(I don't want school to start for the next semester again, but still what to do? Must keep moving forward and not ALWAYS looking back, I guess I'll go get some sleep now...)
